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 linke emanze
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12.09.2007 17:12

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you know...sometimes...i just don't feel, no matter how hard i try. everything's the same....there's no warm or cold, no sadness or happiness, no love or hate. just indifference. and then the feeling starts coming back again. first it's just like little butterflies trying to make their way out of my belly but then it gets cold and the butterflies seem to be piercing my throat. i can't breathe and i want to close my eyes and die as a little sparkling tear appears in the corner of my eye making it's way down my cheek to my mouth. the salty fluid combined with the bitter taste on my tongue makes me go crazy. it makes me shake. it makes me think of kisses i exchanged with him. they weren't bitter at all. they were not salty. they were just sweet. then i get lost in my thoughts, thinking about that night over and over again.
and then i don't feel anymore, no matter how hard i try.
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